31st May 2012 Thursday afternoon i"m sitting down and thinking of my bebby.. She is sleeping tightly while i"m writing this, cause she is at the another part of the world. Missing her and just wish i can turn my self as a bird where i can always fly to places she is and be with her.. I miss you.... These words are also another powerfull words that can change someone... I am one of the example. Everytime my bebby says that to me, i feel so alive.. That word shows that your love one needs you and thinking of you... It makes me feel so special... There are lot of ways to say i miss you... It can be from a simple words like: Hi bebby... What you doin... That simple words shows how your love one cares for you... This is what my bebby always do to me... Her simple hi bebby makes me fly,,,, she just make my day with it. Her careness the whole day, seeing her smile during the skypes makes me realize that God given me such a great blessings... She is the best blessing that i got, she is the reason why i"m in this world,,,, And realizing that encourage me to love her more and more in each and every single way... I want to make her the happiest woman in this world cause without realizing she has done that to me too... I want to love her, love her and just loving her with each and every single second God given to me... Bebby.... Thank you so much for all the love you given to me... Its amazing and I"m so blessed to have you in my life... Well, i hope you can feel how much i"m missing you now.. With you in my life is the only part when i"m alive... You are my life Sleep tight there bebby... I Miss You Billions of love, Dee

LOVE = PERFECT RESULT

When you do something for love the result will always be perfect.

I had a really great experience last Saturday, It was a special day for us, as on that day we celebrate an event where couples will do fasting. They do this fasting to pray and ask God to give more blessing, health, happiness for their couple.

I decided to do the fasting for my bebby on that day, it was the first time in my life i'm going to do fasting in this event. At first i was not sure whether i will manage to do the fasting completely or not. But as i started the morning doing that, everything was so perfect.

As i went to work on that day, it started with the entry of the shipment of goods, it was round about hundred of boxes and as i am in charge of arranging the stocks, i need to directly involve and do the arrangement. I went to the storage room and look at the mess that was already there. but then i just started doing my job arranging and place all the goods at their places and just clean up the whole storage rooms.

After finished doing the job, the amazing things started to happen. i did not feel thirsty at all. i was sweating and i even take my shower again, but i did not feel any single thirst or even any feeling of hunger. i continue my work the whole day and i was doing my job perfectly. honestly doing all the job on that day i was missing my bebby so much, as she was on her duty up there.

I didn't realize and it was the time to end up our fasting at night, and when that time comes it was one of the best moment in my life. i was so happy and i was so amazed how God guided me the the whole day giving me the strength, patience and motivation to complete the fasting,

Before i start eating, i say prayers to God, Thanking Him for the great blessing and then i smiled.

This fasting for me was not about not having the chance to eat or drink.

For me it was so important because i was doing this for my bebby, i did that so that God will listen my prayers and will give His blessing more and more to my bebby. i was so happy because i manage to do something so special for my bebby and able to do this so greatly. Cause all i want is happiness for my bebby.

I realized that for Love, i am able to do great things.

And i will tell you guys the same thing, Do the things for love and you will get the great result.

i have done that and i am so proud i did something great for my bebby, so why don't you do the same things for your love one. :)

PS:  Bebby i love you so much, you are the inspiration of my life. you are my sunshine in the morning and my peace at th night. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING


i love you...

LOVE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW

Live your life like there is no tomorrow.
this would be a perfect line to say about how we feel after hearing the news of the departure of Mr.Steve Jobs back to God.

He was one of the greatest man in the world, he made great hanges in this world. He deserve to be called a legend.

Looking at hat just happened , i just realize that me , able to write this now and you all (can read this now), how great blessing we have, God given us the chance to feel, see, touch, God just have given us a chance to spend another day in this beautiful world.

Honestly, realizing that, i just realize more and more that i has been given another day to show, say , feel the great love. having the opportunity to show your love to your love one, is one of the greatest achievement in your life. and i can say that i am one of the luckiest person in this world to be given that chance.

With the chance i got, i'm gonna show each and every second to my love how much she means to me. i love every single thing we do together. all the laugh , cry, jokes, talks and crazy thing we have done together make me realize how important she is to me.

With all the great moments we have been doing and going, i just want to love her more and more each and every single second. i want her to feel that i will always be there for her, caring her, loving her no matter where she is. And i"m glad i have able to do that (Thanks to chance from God and my love).

i want to wake her up every single morning, because starting the day with her is so amazing, cause every time it"s sunshine, it means that God give me the way to start my day to show to my bebby that she is so important to me, like the sunshine is important for all the Human.

I want to hear your voice every single morning, every single noon, every single afternoon and every single night. i just wanna be with u always and love you like their is no tomorrow. i want to bring you to bed every night so that u can know that with u next to me sleeping is like having all the angels in the universe next to me, giving me peace and guide me during sleeping. you are so fantastic my bebby... i love you

you are my everything, you mean alot to me... You are my soul. and let me always know where my soul is.
i want to take care anywhere you are, i want to touch u, see u, call u, remind you, wake u up, kiss u, hug u tight all my life. i want to do everything with you.

I JUST WANT TO LOVE YOU EVERY SINGLE SECOND THAT I HAVE

I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART

AND

I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT.....

LOVING YOU IS ALL I WANNA DO........


I LOVE YOU BEBBBY.....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....


I'M GONNA LOVE YOU LIKE THERE IS ONLY YOU AND ME IN THIS WORLD AND THERE IS NO TOMORROW, SO YOU CAN FEEL ALL THE GREAT LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU...


YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING...
MUUACH...

YOU ARE PERFECT...

Aku ngerasa rambut aku jelek banget (I think my hair looks really bad)
This is one of the line that my bebbby always says every single time she is doing her hair or she is in front of the mirror...

She always feel that that she is not looking great and she want to look more beautiful.
In fact every time she says that she is looking so beautiful.. Mmm.. Not only beautiful but GORGEOUS.....

I realized every time I looked at her how great God is and how HE perfectly she has created my Bebbby...
And then I realized also how GOd has created each of us completely by giving us partner to fulfill each other so that we can become perfect. Perfect not only in the eyes of God but perfect for each other.

My bebbby is the real prove of how perfect we can be when we have someone we adore, care and love next to us.
With she next to me I can feel how every single minute we can go and make our life so beautiful by adding our love more and more with all the blessing we have.

We make our life so perfect by motivating, caring, supporting and loving each other without never realizing that we have done so many great things in our life...

I am writing this to make u all realized that God has created our partner so perfectly that every time u are with ur love ones u will feel that ur life is so complete.

I want to thank God for creating my bebbby so perfectly and so amazingly that I just can't
stop praying and saying how great full I am to have her next to me.. She has made my life so wonderful...

I hope you all can realized how perfect ur partner is and how perfect God has created them for u all...

In this moment also I would like to say Happy birthday to my bebbby...
May all ur dreams come true and I believe that God will always makes u happy, healthy and live
ur life amazingly like you are now.

I love you so much my beeby, God bless you...

The INSPIRATION of MY LIFE.....

"it always seems impossible until it's done" , Nelson Mandela.
A statement that has change the world over all. A statement that have bring hope, believe and happiness to billions of people in the world.

Looking back at what have Nelson Mandela has done, He truly deserve to be call a legend,,, he is fantastic.
I even amazed with the line He said.. full of optimism and believe that He can do it.
But as i go trough deeper, i can see that the thing that make Him inspired is the love he got to the people.

Now lets go back to ourself..Do you have anything or anyone that inspired you?
well, i dont know about you guys... but for me the inspiration of my life is my girlfriend (my bebby, my everything)...

She is the one that inspire me and make me dream about great things and always able to motivate me and make me able to do it...
She always able to support me... i always got huge spirit everytime i look into her eyes, her touch makes me so strong and i feel so excited everytime we share about our dreams and imagining it. and after all the days we pass i realized that we are able to make it all come true...

She always able to make me do all the things we imagine, with her love to me i got the power to do all things for her. She is truly amazing.

my point of writing this is to tell you all that, having your love one next to you, will always make you able to do things that you guys dream about. Trust me, cause it happened to me...

i am so lucky to have someone next to me that always love me with her own way that make me feel so special. All the support she gave has made me become so alive.... i am able to  do all the great things in my life for her...

i love her so much, i love all the things she do to me.. She is the inspiration of my life and she is my everything...

I hope now you all can see the great and endless inspiration from your love ones, that maybe until now u all didn't realize it...


Bebby, you are amazing,,, with you next to me i am able to do all the great things... 
i love you so much bebby, love you so much......


I thank God every single day cause He has created you for me... I see God in you my bebby.. you are my everything..


I LOVE YOU

The Love part that we always missed out...

love is a word that all of us in this world knows, we feel love and we even say love everyday...
But., what is love actually??? is it a feeling of like to someone forever or only for a period of time?

love is something that all of us should feel and to be honest its an amazing blessing,
love is not only need to be shown trough touches , kisses but love is something that we can feel it from a really small thing.

lets imagine you girlfriend sitting next to you in the car and both of you just stop and grab a mineral water and then continue the ride,,, and then your girlfriend opens the bottle and pass it to you, and then we drink it and then pass it back to her. done,,, we can add uo saying thanks sometimes, and sometimes we don"t..

Yes, opening a water bottle in the car is a really simple thing,,, its a usual stuff.,.. but.. how many person will do that for you??? how many person will bother their self to pass u the water??? how many person will offer the water to you first and then drink the rest ????

Look at the pure feeling, the kindness, the care, the feeling of worrying the boyfriend is thirsty, the feeling of patience to be the second one to drink...

Its a simple thing, but actually it is a big thing,,,, its huge.....

How many of you can just stand and stay awake the whole night in the bed looking at your love one sleeping,.. have you ever look the face of  her while she is sleeping??? have you ever seen her eyes while it closed??? have u ever hear the breath while she is sleeping?? have you ever kiss her forehead and whisper i love you while she is sleeping?

I beleive you maybe have done some or even all of it.. but have you ever cried after doing all that?
have you ever realized how great your life is to have someone so amazing next to you,
have you ever realized how precious the moments are everytime u are with her...
have you ever realized that she is the only one in this world that will listen to all of  your stories and even laugh at your not funny jokes....
have you ever counted how many times that beautiful eyes of her have given you supports in your life....
makes you feel better when your down,,, encourage you and motivate you....
have you ever imagine how many time her hugs makes you feel like there is no problem in your life...
how many time the smile of her makes you feel strong and confident,,,,


Well, i will just ask.. how many time we have realized that we got someone so amazing in our life and its just next to us.....

I did cried, i realize the blessing, i feel the loveeee... and it feels amazing,,,


love for me is everyting,,,,, love makes you realized what you have now its so special and its only crafted for you.... love is blesssing,,,,,,, and if u can feel the blessing then i can say that you are the lucky one in this world, because not all off people out there can feel the same way like we are....

Love..... love is amazing, love is great..... love is fantastic......
I want you guys to feel the great feeling of the blessing...
Lets start Love like there is no tomorrow and always do that,,,, because you will never know what great love will comes to you after giving great love to your love ones,,,,



ps: i love you my bebby, i love you so much.,,,,

Make it Happen,
deeson